Life as we know it

I’ve never posted for a while since our internet connection’s pretty messed up.

Anyway, to update.. Life has been so crazy. The bestfriend and I had been fighting like two crazy bitches every now and then but still managed to work it out. We kinda have this girlfriend-boyfriend relationship for bffs except we’re both girls. (NO HOMO though)

And since I already opened the “boyfriend-girlfriend” topic I’m going to tell you about this amazing guy I met on Twitter (Yup it’s crazy I know). Well he’s nothing but just an amazing 19-year-old guy from Kyle, TX. It started when he replied to my very random fan-girl tweet to Zack Merrick of All Time Low, and we never stopped talking since. In a matter 12 days (April 27, 2012 to today) I feel like I know him so well. It all happened pretty fast actually. I’m not saying that he’s “boyfriend” but I really like him and the feeling is mutual. Actually already told him that I’m going to marry him in the future because he’s just too perfect. He’s like the male version of me and my bestfriend, Cha, COMBINED! He used to be a cheerleader and he’s actually pretty funny. I enjoy talking to him and I never liked a guy SO fast and so much ever before that I wanna marry him and have his babies (like seriously). I adore him so much and makes me really happy. We called each other “baby” for the first time today (May 9 in Manila. May 8 in Texas) it’s like fucking time travel! 

Anyway, maybe things are happening all of a sudden, and maybe I trust so much..but if I don’t follow my heart right now I know I’m gonna regret this forever.

In addition to every recent happenings in my life, I am happy to announce that I’m already an intern! (lol this happened like a month ago already.. God! it’s been too long) The first two weeks were actually fun. It’s nice making friends and learning about the real world - except office jobs are really boring. I have nothing else to say about it.

So far… I’m living a good life and it’s so close to perfect!

I wanna thank God for all the gifts and blessings He has given me. I wouldn’t enjoy this life without the people I have in my life right now

xo,

Kam

Ps. I fainted in the office bathroom last Thursday, that’s why my boss and Ays had to take me to the hospital. I got two cuts and they were stitched. IT WAS AWFUL.
4/9/12

i actually did something that i’m not proud of :(

anyway, i went to chacha’s place today.. i told my mom i went to my OJT’s orientation and i really feel guilty. she gave me no choice..

on the other note, im actually surprised upon seeing my (used to be) little puppy.. he’s grown so big and leaving him is still so hard.

cha and i watched modern family the whole afternoon, we ate her favorite ice cream flavor, ate cheetos and had mountain dew. we also took flyzik for a shower, fun as usual :)

on my way home tonight i got really hungry so i thought of grabbing some food on the way home..so i bought yum burger with cheese and fries and a regular soda.. (it sucked) i was craving for dimsum (also i’m forever biased with mcdonald’s cheeseburger).. i wasnt really feeling well i’m inside the bus though. my tummy’s aching like shit and i thought it’s because i was just hungry then i ate something heavy suddenly.

when i got home i opened my computer and found out it was that time of the month. that explained the tummy cramps. (i didnt see that coming)

just got home from chris’ house at antipolo and it was really exhausting and fun at the same time…

idk if i’m going to be happy that i taught janelle how to use instagram…but she took nice shots..so i forgive her

(me, janelle and cha)

this is me and chris’ dog, missy (a golden cocker spaniel), she’s such a sweetheart

me and chris

with the 2 chris’ and my 2 guitarists :D rehearsing songs

what we had for merienda/early dinner (THEY TASTED LIKE HEAVEN!!!)

this was before leaving..taken at the balcony. (thanks janelle!)
2012

well, it has been a really fun year, 2011. a year full of bands and stuff. so yeah.

i think my only regret was missing out the mayday parade show. yup. that’s all.
It’s stupid how I get to call my bestfriend “my bestfriend” when all she feels for me when I wanted to make the both of us happy is anger.

.. I’m so sick and tired of it. 

I wanna tell it right in front of her face NOW! But no, all I can do is cry.

I’m not angry or anything, I’m just so sensitive and I get to miss her instantly.

We haven’t talked for like the whole day and it feels like hell.
Unappreciated?

We can’t please everybody. [FACT]

.. Even that person who you thought would appreciate all those little stupid things you do.

It’s funny how I have this ability to turn people down when I want them to be happy. Pretty crazy, right? I know. You know what sometimes I question myself why can’t I just let myself get mad at some certain people. Well, I know I am furious, I really am. But I just can’t. 

So lesson learned today: People may not appreciate you, but God does. Especially if it’s pleasing in His eyes and if you do it to glorify Him by loving those people around you even though they rejected you. Jesus Christ had been there. But you know what’s sad? Some people keeps on rejecting Him up until now. 
Often times you tell me when you accidentally dropped or did something harsh with my electronic devices you go like: “You love your gadgets more than me..”

THAT IS NOT TRUE.

Of course it’s human nature to get pissed at first, especially when your things are brand new, it’s normal to get mad for a minute or two.. But for me, it’ll only make me feel bad for like 10 seconds then everything will be okay.

I was just wondering if ever you thought of that statement to yourself when I accidentally dropped, pour or did something on your electronic stuff.

You ignore me for the rest of the day? Okay, that is so not fair!